KARMA KILLER - 2008

Karma Killer (2008)

1. A Devil On My Shoulder
2. Sealed
3. Won’t Let Go
4. Motherfucker (Just Like You)
5. Giving Up!
6. An Ornament
7. Dead As We
8. Anna Simona
9. Lust N’ Needs
10. Gravity Of Love

1. A Devil On My Shoulder

Take a look at me years behind me have made me disabled
My will and strength lives in me.. it was loud to keep me stable...
Hear me pray for the pain and to suffer,
It's all a game we're destructive to each other
Life is short, an open chord, in a bad tone..
From now on there's a devil on my shoulder
Why I'm still here in this godless scene going six feet under
She's the burning ground beneath my feet for too long and I should tell her..
No matter what! no matter what!

Hear me pray for the pain and to suffer,
It's all a game we're destructive to each other
Life is short, an open chord, in a bad tone...
From now on there's a devil on my shoulder
Hear me pray for the pain and to suffer,
It's all a game we're destructive to each other
Life is short, an open chord, in a bad tone...
From now on no more for me to follow
No wrong or right there's no need to say things twice
No matter what I'll survive with a devil on my, a devil on my shoulder..
No matter what!


2. Sealed

Only sorrow and pain will fill your heart tonight only thing that will remain
Could it get worse? It's a one way street down with every gasp it hurts never pleasant kinda way
This love was a curse and we were just framed
It all comes back crying out your name
Only sorrow and pain will fill your heart tonight
Only thing that will remain is your heart next to mine
Sorrow and pain... only sorrow and pain
There was a time when you walked in beauty
Now you're alone but there are million just like you
Why should you fight no one's safe from the cruelty
Only sorrow and pain will fill your heart tonight
Only thing that will remain is your heart next to mine
Sorrow and pain... only sorrow and pain


3. Won't Let Go

When hearts are blessed with fire and sincere faith
We decide to get rid of desires that we can't we can't escape
How much more your ired heart can take?
The time will show that our secrets won't be safe..
I won't let go of things that I was dreaming
I won't let go of you, you keep me believin'
Deep in my heart there's a place that I could never show to you
I won't let go, of you my dear
If we trust a love to take us to a place unknown
Even we're not sure, if we could get back on our own
No way out, not even tired heart can tell
It breaks me down it kills me
I won't let go of things that I was dreaming
I won't let go of you, you keep me believin'
Deep in my heart there's a place that I could never show to you
I won't let go, of you my dear


4. Motherfucker (Just Like You)

Since birth you wandered on the streets
Doing drugs to kill bad self-esteem
Never looking out for compromise
Now you're gone in hell and i realise... that I've seen...
Motherfuckers, mothersuckers just like you
We don't know, who don't know, what they should do with their lives
Motherfuckers, motherfuckers just like you...
Take a look outside it all could be yours
Unsophisticated demanding force
Am I wrong, I warned you for so long?
Always waiting for the nest storm to come.. that I've seen..
Motherfuckers, mothersuckers just like you
We don't know, who don't know, what they should do with their lives
Motherfuckers, motherfuckers just like you...
We don't know, who don't know, what they should do
Just get a life man, you better do it fast, just get a life man,
Now get out of your trap
And I've seen
Motherfuckers, mothersuckers just like you
We don't know, who don't know, what they should do with their lives
Motherfuckers, mothersuckers just like you
We don't know, who don't know, what they should do with their lives
Just get a life man, you better do it fast, just get a life man


5. Giving Up!

Hate, what will it take, when all that is left is a long waited sweet revenge
I'm giving up. giving up my pride for you
I'm giving up, giving up my trust in you
My dear old friend good times we had, but I ain't no one's fool
Let there be light and a better future
With every blink of an eye your lies will destroy her
So I'm giving up. giving up my pride for you
I'm giving up, giving up my trust in you
And every minute now you're drifting away it's a fact we can't deny
Let there be light and a better future
With every blink of an eye your lies will destroy her
So I'm giving up. giving up my pride for you
I'm giving up, giving up my trust in you
Let there be light and a better future
With every blink of an eye your lies will destroy her
So I'm giving up. giving up my pride for you
I'm giving up, giving up my trust in you
My trust in you, my trust in you...


6. An Ornament

Don't say "I'm sorry" again, it doesn't give you the right... to be someone else.
I would be pleased to love and share but inside I'm looked I can't even cry
Love only matters, when it comes to the end
Love only matters makes you rise again
I'm just an ornament, and ornament to your face
Not enough, but it feels right, you keep me alive when you hold me tight
Both ends are burning fast would you stand by me when things are getting bad
And the colours here will face would you help me see, real shades of grey
Love only matters, when it comes to the end
Love only matters makes you rise again
I'm just an ornament, and ornament to your face
Not enough, but it feels right, you keep me alive when you hold me tight
I'm just an ornament, an ornament in your garden
Not enough but it feels right you keep me alive when you bring the rain...rain...
Read between the lines this is fragile only for you and I
All I want is that you love me.. as I am
Don't say "I'm sorry" again, it doesn't give you the right... to be someone else.
Someone else


7. Dead As We

I was holding her forever
Through the tears we smiled together
And commitment cost me more than I could pay
This blaze of despair is all that I can feel
When love that was meant for us will be dead as we
No need to approve, don't put the blame on me
When all that was meant for us, will be dead as we
She was offering for adventure
Rusty diamonds of secret treasure
She took me deeper into the dark than I could go
This blaze of despair is all that I can feel
When love that was meant for us will be dead as we
No need to approve, don't put the blame on me
When all that was meant for us, will be dead as we
Every shadow on her way, will remind if better days
This blaze of despair is all that I can feel
When love that was meant for us will be dead as we
No need to approve, don't put the blame on me
When all that was meant for us, will be dead as we
No need to approve, don't put the blame on me
When all that was meant for us, will be dead as we


8. Anna Simona

I doubt myself today 4am the world is sleeping
Wonder why no one's here just me and this needless weeping
Running away fromyou, was the first mistake from my side
Running away from you, was the worst mistake of my life
If I could turn back time... but then no one can..
So many things unsaid, so many things I couldn't write down
When my weakness made me scared
You presence built me stronger and all that disapprovment
Of hope is flying over, like dust in the wind
If I could turn back time get right back where we start from... But I can't
Your presence built me stronger and all that disapprovment
Of hope is flying over, like dust in the wind
If i could turn back time get right back where we started from... but I can't
No I can't... but I can't


9. Lust N' Needs

Come, come and taste the blade cold and steel
With that grin upon your face bring it all down here
All down here, let's make it real
Love on streets, emotions for sale
Just take whatever comes on your way I swear you won't regret
Get in, release your lust and needs just for one night down on your knees
Play dead enjoy and forget
Girl forget the world outside that is made of rules
Be my queen of desire, live for your sin
Let me be your sin take me under your skin
Love on streets, emotions for sale
Just take whatever comes on your way I swear you won't regret
Get in, release your lust and needs just for one night down on your knees
Play dead enjoy and forget
Love on streets, emotions for sale
Just take whatever comes on your way I swear you won't regret
Get in, release your lust and needs just for one night down on your knees
Play dead enjoy and forget
My queen of desire come light my fire and scream!


10. Gravity Of Love

There's a power we can't see
Tired to put it in words, guess it wasn't meant to be
Still do my best to understand, what's behind that's haunting me
The peace will return like the sun of my childhood,
There's no one on earth that could ruin this solid mood
Warm touch of a winged messenger of danger
Still hear the call, but I won't go
Another day behind and I survived
Who held me through this? I'm glad that I'm still alive
Dark force keeps knockin' on my door
But I won't open 'till it's gone
The peace will return like the sun of my childhood,
There's no one on earth that could ruin this solid mood
Warm touch of a winged messenger of danger
Still hear the call, but I won't go
The peace will return like the sun of my childhood,
There's no one on earth that could ruin this solid mood
Warm touch of a winged messenger of danger

The peace will return like the sun of my childhood,
There's no one on earth that could ruin this solid mood
Warm touch of a winged messenger of danger
Still hear the call, but I won't go... gravity of love
I must be dreaming, I must be dreaming, I must be dreaming
I must be dreaming, I must be dreaming, I must be dreaming

ANORECTIC - 2006

Anorectic (2006)

1. Arrival
2. Glory Of The Shame
3. Reflections
4. One Last Shot
5. Fading Yourself
6. Planet Of The Sun
7. A Song For The Brokenhearted
8. Sinner’s Night / Misty Morning
9. Swans
10. Stop Fucking Around
11. Embracing Past
12. We Can’t Go On
13. In Memoriam (Immortal Peace)



1. Arrival

[Instrumental]


2. Glory Of The Shame

This revolution in my mind
This generation will be mine
With the satisfaction
Only strongest will survive

Close enough to pain
Pleasure screams your name
I've seen this one before
Glory of the shame
You're the shelter
I'm the storm
That will never be calm
Glory of the shame
It goes by the name...

Be ware I'm here to take control
Only I can save your rotten soul
For the devastation that drove you
Our of your mind


3. Reflections

I wasn't solid enough to be
Things you rather wanted to see in me
Should I forget myself to get over you
all I can do is pretend and lie to myself
over and over again

Ghost of you, still breathing
it won't leave me alone
it keeps on teasing
Reflections of eternity are dark as hell
now I can see
Of that I'm glad my heart and soul are still mine

I couldn't stop believing in fantasies
you destroyed then forgot, now I rebuilt
This promised land made by sand of an hour glass misplaced
It's broken, it has disappeared and so have you


4. One Last Shot

We used to be so perfect
we came together fine
it seemed like a crime
This world so blind
we once created
more than a fairytale
Oh, how we shined
Not anymore [x4]

I sing for justice
Here we stand in time
Waiting for our one last shot
Shot to come in

This world so blind
we once created
where faked, painted smiles
felt so naked

I was blind without a stick
Taste of morphine on your lips
made me sick
Never learned to love surprises
Respecting how we swore
Eye for an eye
Smile for a smile
Not anymore

When your wings are torn
The distance between right and wrong
is too short
and it feels you got nothing
left to lose
Sky above falling down
You feel abused

And I don’t want it
no I don’t want it
This endless mile
That we are walking
Waiting for one last shot
To come in
But we need it
Somehow we need it
This unknown that we’re suffering for
Losing hold of what we were before

Where’s the mercy?
When we needed the most
When we can’t hold on
I’ll be OK
I’ll be alright
Nothing can break me down
No one can hurt me
As long as you say
That you’ll stay
another day
We used to be so perfect
We came together fine
It seemed like a crime


5. Fading Yourself

Fade all the demons in your head
It's getting harder to understand
Delusion all that makes no sense
It's all in our minds, it's all in our eyes
They see what they wanna see
The whole truth beyond these endless lies
Every face that you make
They've become so lame

You're losing your faith
Can't you see
that there must be something
Something you know
And more to believe in
You're fading yourself

Take some wasted years you thought you knew
And you'll see that you were wrong
What it takes? What's the price of being in bloom?
You become so numb
All that mattered is gone

You're losing your faith
Can't you see
That there must be something
Something you know
And more to believe in

If you keep looking back and feel sorry for yesterdays
You'll be one of the strangers
You can't recognize yourself
The passion you felt it was so strong
Now it's gone.

Can't you see
That there must be something
Something you know
And more to believe in

You're losing your faith
Can't you see
That there must be something
Something you know
And more to believe in
You're fading yourself


6. Planet Of The Sun

On and on I was looking for freedom
less and more I found it by you
this darkened sky of our heavenly kingdom
the thing in common is there's not so
much left to say

Are you ready or not?
ready for the truth?
sick and tired of this nonsense
I'm frustrated by you

The signs of silence are
getting louder
breaking the bond we
protected so long

I don't see a reason
to ponder with this
any longer
there's no turning back
just one way to fall
fall apart

Are you ready or not?
ready for the truth?
sick and tired of this nonsense
I'm frustrated by you

In a life that we live in
for the love we believed in
this might be the day we die
so we can be born again

And life should be easy
when there's someone to hold on
that's what they told me
that's what I thought

Are you ready or not
ready for the truth
sick and tired of this nonsense
I'm frustrated by you

In a life that we live in
for the love we believed in
this might be the day we die
so we can be born again

On and on still looking for freedom
Planet Of The Sun


7. A Song For The Brokenhearted

Never needed anybody
Helpless, restless little soul
Always fighting against somebody
Living in denial all alone
But I know...

No one can live
Broken hearted
Not that I know of anyway
If only you could break this
Shell around me
'Till that I'm standing on my own
Living in denial all alone

No one of us can live forever
This life's like suicide with no gun
Heart full of love but soul is crying
Knowing this is what you've been hiding from
Soon you will know...

No one can live
Broken hearted
Not that I know of anyway
If only you could break this
Shell around me
'Till that I'm standing on my own
Living in denial all alone

The greatest thing you ever felt
Was when an enemy turned into a friend
You could not trust
New sunrise in a lonely heart
Sunrise always follows the dark
Now you know
I know you know

No one can live
Broken hearted
Not that I know of anyway
If only you could break this
Shell around me
'Till that I'm standing on my own
Living in denial all alone


8. Sinner’s Night / Misty Morning

It's a misty morning
But I feel like I can fly
Every step that I take
Is heavier than a thousand miles

Concrete jungle's calling
And I'm sure I don't want to resist
It's a one way high
Turn me on with the devils kiss

Who would want to spend a lifetime
With bad self esteem?
Don't you never ever think about it
You will see that there's no doubt about it

The pleasure we never had is in our hands
This night is like a rollercoaster ride, babe
Just shut your mouth and you will get your race

The spell is all around this is our chance
Just take my hand, don't ask me why
'Cause I don't know
Show me the smile that kills
And make me beg some more

Soon the night is over
You're underdoped just take your time
Here is one for you
Before you know it blows your mind

Here the hell freezes over
And seven days have gone so fast
And cash that I got
Is from the chaos that I planned

Who would want to spend a lifetime
With bad atmosphere?
Me neither if you know what I'm saying
Forget the bullshit what they keep on telling

The pleasure we never had is in our hands
This night is like a rollercoaster ride, babe
Just shut your mouth and you will get your race

The spell is all around this is our chance
Just take my hand, don't ask me why
'Cause I don't know
Show me the smile that kills
And make me beg some more [2x]


9. Swans

Thrill of fear
Flash of cruelty
Was what I sensed
Of the signs you were sending
Lives as one
But separated
Who'll draw the lines
Who tells when it's too late?

And as the swans prepare for their leaving
Can't change what's done it's unforgiven
Bitter is the taste
Of your way
Cannot rewind
Can't take it back...

The picture is clear
And so brave,
But you wanted to have it
Your own way
Sometimes things are
As they seem...

And as the swans prepare for their leaving
Can't change what's done it's unforgiven
Bitter is the taste
Of your way
Cannot rewind
Can't take it back

How long do we have? [2x]

And as the swans prepare for their leaving
Can't change what's done it's unforgiven
Bitter is the taste
Of your way
Cannot rewind
Can't take it back

How long do we have?

As the swans prepare for their leaving (How long do we have?)
Can't change what's done it's unforgiven (How long do we have?)
Bitter is the taste
Of your way (How long do we have?)
Cannot rewind
Can't take it back

The swans prepare for their leaving...


10. Stop Fucking Around

Remains of sympathy
That's kind of what you left me with
Our divided destinies
Nailed to be lost
Beauty marks of history
Easily will repeat itself
I have nothing to prove to you
This time I'll take and make my move

There's no "you're the one"
Only hollow heart of mine
Sealed with damage done
Choice was yours so don't be a child

Lies accusations
I won't crawl I'll take your pride
Otherwise you will proudly
Stay above everything
In case love is dead
Can't let myself go to waste
You wanna taste my revenge
This time I'll turn my back on you

Hey you!
Look what you have done to me
All my feelings turn to hate
All your sickness insanity
Makes me a mess so I won't wait...

There's no "you're the one"
Only hollow heart of mine
Sealed with damage done
Choice was yours so don't be a child
Stop messin' around... Stop fuckin' around... [3x]


11. Embracing Past

Autumn rain in December
Darkness offers company
Some part of me
Doesn't want to remember
How could I forget?

I don't wanna talk about
Of worse or of some better
Why can't we stay?
Like this
Forever
While the rain
Has become so much colder
Embracing past,
It's not gonna last any longer!

I keep on thinking,
Thinking its so relieving
To hear how you feel
To know that you're not rejecting me yet
Would you ever think of me?
You know I can't stand when you say so
Oh how much I hate

I don't wanna talk about
Of worse or of some better
Why can't we stay?
Like this
Forever
While the rain
Has become so much colder
Embracing past,
It's not gonna last any longer! [2x]


12. We Can’t Go On

Remember the time you used to say
We've come to the end of our own way
Or this journey has just begun.
You're the lesson cursed I've never learned
You're the flames in the fire when we burn
I ain't got time for you and I
Someday when I become old and wise
I'm able to explain to you
Why love is kind to be cruel

Forget the grief to celebrate
Come enjoy this dance on the edge
Together it's softer to fall
You know I am afraid to say it loud
You know I'm too scared to spit it out
I have to scream and shout

We can't go on [6x]

No more excuses for me to go
No excuses that I know
Oh my darling we're doomed to fail
Just can't get the words out of my head
No reason to wait for better days
Life's a bitch and then we die

We can't go on [6x]

All this time I trusted you
And fooled myself I was dumb
Love is just for the fools and I've heard
It should be fun
It might be fun
It can't be fun...


13. In Memoriam (Immortal Peace)

Like seasons change their face,
Rain like the tears
Winds got your voice
Whispering my name
Landing shadows come around
Telling me the same old story
With certain sound

I’m stuck in a place
Prisoner of this room
Painful memories of me and you
I take colors of longing
And paint you on my wall
Is it too much to ask
For some golden peace
That’s what I expect from you at least
It’s simple and understood
There’s no way out

I wish that I would be dead
Dead like you and I
Falling like a butterfly
After one lived day
Hope you will find your peace
Immortal, eternal and real
I know I cannot be dead yet
Just can’t live it again

Too much never enough
We’re stuck in time
Till death leads us away
In a moment that I’m scared of the most
You’re sleeping away
Soon you’ll be lost
Every breath that you take
You’ll be closer to where you belong
I never thought this could be so hard and rough
After all we’ve been through
Can’t get enough of this sweetest trip
You once gave me as a gift

I hope you’re waiting for me somewhere out there
In a place where we can hold each other again
You went first, I’ll come right after you
I’m depressed, I don’t care
I miss you, I hope you can hear me

SWEET AND DECEITFUL - 2004

Sweet And Deceitful (2004)


1. Intro
2. Frozen To Lose It All
3. Creeping Inside
4. Locked In The Dark Side
5. In My Heaven
6. My My / Hey Hey (Out Of The Blue)
7. Neverending Parade
8. L.A. Feeding Fire
9. Until You’re Mine
10. About The Sorrow
11. Secret Forgiveness
12. Angels Won’t Lie


1. Intro



2. Frozen To Lose It All

Alone in sadness
You are pure and innocent
All suffering in your eyes
So love decides
It's time to lose it all
In your paradise we stayed
Lost and lonely you are

In memories
You're all we used to be
A frozen broken heart
Ready to lose it all
Love's running out too fast
It's all we have
This all reminds about how in love and lost we are

You stayed, alone in your sorrow
So far away
Where the sunbeams never reach
All alone and lost we are
Your loneliness
It could be here to stay
In your paradise you stay
So lost and lonely you are

In memories
You're all we used to be
A frozen broken heart
Ready to lose it all
Love's running out too fast
It's all we have
This all reminds about how in love and lost we are


3. Creeping Inside

Her love is too much for my heart
She burned me out
I felt to protect myself
From her smile so divine

And I'd like to save her
But I think it's too hard
Too hard for her and for me

And she makes me feel
My heart is creeping inside

Together we can see all incompleteness
On a different way
She keeps on staring straight and true
It makes me weak
I felt to protect myself
From her eyes too divine

And I'd like to save her
But I think it's too hard
Too hard for her and for me


4. Locked In The Dark Side

Waiting for something, something
More to live for
It has taken too long
Since I've had something to hold on

I'm locked in a darkside
Locked in a darkside

What if that all we felt inside
Is just illusion, a waste of time
And every tear we cried inside
Is just a sign we went too far

Waiting for something, something more
To fight for... finding pieces
Now I'm part of it
It's part of me


5. In My Heaven

Dreams faded
I'm frightened
Will I ever find the cure?
Mistaken, I'm waiting
When I finally hit the floor

I'm hurt and so wounded
It's gonna tear my soul apart
I'm lost in my heaven
I finally found my way to escape

Love's faded
I'm haunted
Will I finally find the cure?
Mistaken
I'm waiting
Just for you

I'm hurt and so wounded
It's gonna tear my soul apart
I'm lost in my heaven
I finally found my way

I'm hurt and so wounded
It's gonna tear my soul apart
I'm lost in my heaven
I finally found my way to escape

My way to escape (my way to escape)
My way to escape

I'm hurt and so wounded
It's gonna tear my soul apart
I'm lost in my heaven
I finally found my way

I'm hurt and so wounded
It's gonna tear my soul apart
I'm lost in my heaven
I finally found my way to escape

Found my way to escape
I'm lost in my heaven
My heaven


6. My My / Hey Hey (Out Of The Blue)

My my, hey hey
Rock and roll is here to stay
It's better to burn out
than to fade away
My my, hey hey

Out of the blue
And into the dark
They give you this,
but you pay for that
And once you're gone,
you can never come back
When you're out of the blue
and into the black.

The king is gone
but he's not forgotten
This is the story
of a Johnny Rotten
It's better to burn out
than it is to rust
The king is gone
but he's not forgotten.

Hey hey, my my
Rock and roll can never die
There's more to the picture
than meets the eye.
Hey hey, my my.


7. Neverending Parade

Loving arms around us
For you're the kind who needs refuge
Your loving eyes see right trough me
Cannot play saint,
Cannot pretend.

Neverending rain on your little parade
Nothing to do with a love affair
When heaven cries I will be near you
And walk with you trough all your pains.

Do not forget, what we are
Until the end, meant to be one.
When heaven cries and you are gone
You stole my soul,
It breaks my heart.

Do not forget what we are..

... and you are gone...


8. L.A. Feeding Fire

Maybe I'm not what you want
I'm not what you needed
I'm something you never got

To you I'm dead
But you don't care
Stop refusing
You don't deserve me

You're playing with fire
It burns your skin
It feels too good
You're in love with the heat
You can't get out
Fire is feeding you

Fire is a waitress
Licking your skin
Slowly but surely it starts to get in
You don't wanna get out
Fire is feeding you

Maybe it's getting late to say "nothing"
I don't care anymore
To you I'm dead but I don't care
In your nightmare - it will never end

You're playing with fire
It burns your skin
It feels too good
You're in love with the heat
You can't get out
Fire is feeding you

Fire is the waitress
Licking your skin
Slowly but surely it starts to get in
You don't wanna get out
Fire is feeding you

You're playing with fire
It burns your skin
It feels too good
You're in love with the heat
You can't get out
Fire is feeding you

Fire is the waitress
Licking your skin
Slowly but surely it starts to get in
You can't get out
Fire is feeding you


9. Until You're Mine

Afraid of all the fears I feel inside
It's hard to go on
And try to leave this all behind

Should I be afraid of
When all the beauty seems so cruel
Always somehow
I turn all my fears on you

Sometimes I run and hide my fears
Afraid and I hide until you're mine
You give me heart to carry on
It gives me hope, it makes me strong

Afraid of all your fears I'm living through
Deep inside my, my heart
I'm weak as you

Until you're mine
These waking hours killing me
Always somehow
You finally turn your fears on me, on me
It breaks me

Sometimes I run and hide my fears
Afraid and I hide until you're mine
You give me heart to carry on
You give me hope, it makes me strong

Sometimes I run and hide my fears, run and hide my fears
Afraid and I hide until you're mine, until you're mine
You give me heart to carry on, carry on
You give me hope, it makes me strong

Until you're mine, until you're mine
Run and hide

Keep the courage used to carry on
You give me hope, it makes me strong


10. About My Sorrow

From chains to freedom
From hate to love
One by one

Slowly crying and shedding tears
Love's starving
You need forgiveness
For mortal sins
Everything is blackened

From light to darkness
You will survive
Still go on, you won't be alone

Lay down with me
For tomorrow
I will be waiting
Lay down with me
Maybe tomorrow
Love won't be waiting

When your heart is empty
And consolation is all you need
Your heart is surrounded with a broken shield
No consolation, no bitter tears

Lay down with me
For tomorrow
I will be waiting
Lay down with me
Maybe tomorrow
Love won't be waiting

One last forgiveness
One last temptation
You're all I need

From light to darkness
From hate to love
That's what we are

Lay down with me
For tomorrow
I will be waiting
Lay down with me
Maybe tomorrow
Love won't be waiting

Lay down with me
For tomorrow
I will be waiting
Lay down with me
Maybe tomorrow...
Love will be waiting


11. Secret Forgiveness

You're my all
I need you beside me
Hurts too much to be apart.
Oh how sweet but still so deceitful
This life and love can be
And I was the one who never wanted
To let you know
Wanted to let you know.

As much as we're in a love
That seems so tender
And more in love than
We ever believed we could be in
Now and forever, we finally surrender
So we surrender now or never again

Sweet and kind confusion inside me
Needs to find out what ‘us' really means
Can't believe how sweet and deceitful
You and I, we both can be
And I was the one who never
Wanted to let you go


12. Angels Won't Lie

Another wasted moment
Realizing we're not real
Can you hear the angels calling
When night is young and silence comes?
You touch my face
And I break down

Dreaming on
Tonight we are safe and free
Under the wings in the safest place
I close my eyes for a while
And you are there
We fly behind the stars
Where the distance ends

Tonight
I'm sleeping with eyes wide open
You're my eyes when I am not there
These everlasting angels calling
It can't be real
This must be a dream
You touch my face
You set me free

When night is young and silence comes
You touch my face
And I break down
This can't be real
This must be a dream
You touch my face
You set me free

WAR OF LOVE - 2003

War Of Love (2003)

1. Lost Soul
2. Naïve
3. After All
4. Misery
5. The Moment Of Our Love
6. Inspiration
7. 1000 Nails In My Heart
8. Bleeding
9. Goodbye
10. Last Hero
11. Still Alive


1. Lost Soul

Open my grave and
let the sun shin in
I am just a Lost Soul
Help me to grow
show me the way
the way into your heart

Oh, can't you see
how I'm dying? I've got no
reason to be proud
drink this water around
me before I drown

God save the Queen
but why can't God save me
All the flowers die tonight
Tear drops falling
down my face
and all the eandles love
their flames

And the more we grow
the less we know
until the time
we lose it all

Look at me now
I'm broken and empty
Why does it always
rain on me?
Give me your heart
so I can live

God save the Queen
but why can't God save me
All the flowers die tonight
tear drops falling
down on my face
and all the eandles
lose their flames


2. Naive

I see someone's crying
I see tears are shining
I see grass is green
I see what you feel

I mean you are so Naive
I see I'm not blind
I mean you are so Naive
I see I'm not blind

I hear someone's crying
I hear tears are falling

I mean you are so Naive
I see I'm not blind
I mean you are so Naive
I see I'm not blind

I see someone's crying
I see tears are shining
I see grass is green
I see what you feel

I mean you are so Naive
I see I'm not blind
I mean you are so Naive
I see I'm not blind


3. After All

It was all those
things you said to me
It was all those lies
you believed in
I guess that now you
stand higher than
anyone els in this world

So fragile that
it's hard to touch you
So pure and so beautiful
It was all so hard to see
or I was too blind to be

Killing me in your heart
Love is gone
the deepest touch
and all is done
All is done

It was all
so beautiful
It was all
so bright and true
My eyes staring at you
Watching it all
go wrong

Killing me in your heart
Love is gone
The deepest touch
and all is done
All is done


4. Misery

These are those days
when I am yours
pathetic little naked doll
I'd like to give
my life inte your hands
Forget that I asked
forgive me for what I am

I close my eyes
I still can see
You are right here
where I want you to be
Forget that asked
forgive me for what I say

My baby cheated on me
The whole world
turned its back on me
She left me here
in this Misery
The whole world
turned its back on me

My speeding heart
is overloaded
I got to know
what's going on
I'd like to help you
only today
Forget that asked
forgive me for what I say


5. The Moment of Our Love

I've tried to kill the pain
but it keeps me
in this circle
It's hard to get away
And I feel you again
You're with me
Love is a word
you gave it a name

Love is right now
So don't close your heart
I've been waiting
all my life for this
Moment of our Love
with you

I've tried to feel the pain
But it keeps me
in this Circle
I don't wanna get away
'cos you're here with me
I feel you
Love is the word
you gave it a name

Love is right now
So don't close you heart
I've been waiting
all my life for this
Moment of our Love
with you
with you

Love is right now..
right now
Our Love is right now
So don't close your heart
I've been waiting
all my Life for this
Moment of our Love
with you

Just let me Love you
and I learn to Love you
right - I lived Only for
the Moment - For this
Moment of our Love
with you
with you


6. Inspiration

I feel like dying
everyday
Am I here
just to fade away?
Do you know
what it means?
You can think it's OK
but the story is not
the same anymore

Drop me and let me fall
in a way I haven't
felt before
Leave me alone
don't come any closer
I'm so alone
and I think I'm a loser

Nobody never
understands
Now I'm alone
and on my own
It's so unfair
people cry, people smile
Is it wrong or is it right?
I know it's right

Drop me and let me fall
in a way I haven't
felt before
Leave me alone
don't come any closer
I'm so alone
and I think I'm a loser


7. 1000 Nails in My Heart

I tought that
we had fallen in Love
But somehow I felt
the nails in my heart
So deep that
I couldn't even scream
It was all the things
you said to me
Every lie
you made me believe

Days when I cared
Days when I loved
Days when I woke and
felt those thousand
nails in my heart

Sometimes it's easier
to give up than cry
and keep on living
in those lies
It was all those things
you said to me
Every lie
you made me believe

Days when I cared
Days when I loved
Days when I woke and
felt those thousand
nails in my heart


8. Bleeding

I feel the whisper
of your heart
It's so loud it
dissipates me away
But when I'm gone
I feel like drowning
Drowning in you
and in your eyes

You're Bleeding
in my arms
Bleeding in my arms

Have you ever started
that brand new day?
Had a second chance
and thrown it away?
Don't crush on me
It only hurts
and makes you bleed
With me

You're Bleeding
in my arms
Bleeding in my arms

You're Bleeding
in my arms
Bleeding in my arms


9. Goodbye

We been down,
we been down
all our lives
We have changed
so many ways
So many ways, so many
ways that it hurts inside
I've got nothing
left to say to you

Goodbye,
Goodbye my Friend
Goodbye,
Goodbye my Love
Goodbye,
Goodbye my Love
I gotta go

So many times,
too many times
we've been drowning
I've got nothing
left to lose anymore

Goodbye,
Goodbye my Friend
Goodbye,
Goodbye my Love
Goodbye,
Godbye my love
I gotta go


10. Last Hero

When you're alone
you have no Faith
I know that I found you
and I take you
'cos I take you home
Anymore
you're not alone

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
There is no time
for me to be Sorry

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
I've lost my Pain in me
But only for a while
for a while

Where have
been for so long
I've been waiting for
you - Now I found you
And I take you
You're not alone
'cos I take you home
Anymore
you're not alone

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
There is no time
for me to be Sorry

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
I've lost my Faith in me
But only for a while
for a while

There is no time
for me to be Sorry
to be Sorry

I'm the Last Hero
only for you
I'm the Last hero
just for you


11. Still Alive

There are those days
when I can get no sleep
I'm so tried I'd like
to fall inte Sleep
I fall in my Bed
but still I'm Alive

These questions in my
mind are so much
bigger than Life
I have to leave
them behind
I have to try to forget
that I am still in my bed

In my deepset fears
I'm losing you
Even if somebody
tried to stop my heart
I'm still Alive
I will never give up

Just turn off the lights
Don't wanna
see me die
I look like I'm dead but
when you look at me
I am still alive

Just open your eyes
Don't wanna see me cry
I'm right here where you
want be to be fighting
with myself

All I need to feel is your
breath on my skin
This endless longing
between You and me
We can't give up now
we're gonna make it
somehow

In my Sweetest Dreams
I'm with you
even if somebody
tried to stop my heart
I'm still alive
I will never give up

Just turn of the lights
Don't wanna see me die
I look like I'm dead but
when you look at me
I'm still alive

Just open your eyes
Don't wanna see me cry
I'm right here where you
want be to be fighting
with myself